It has been such a long time since the time I had time to reflect on the things I did. To try and see which things I did superbly and which things i failed miserably. Suddenly i realized im losing myself in the hustle and bustle of the career i’ve chosen to take. Though right now i am admittedly very happy with my life but then again i also admit that i havent had the time to pour out my emotions through my best outlet, that is writing and composing. it is in this that i am able to really shell out all the emotions i have deep inside. and now i am given the chance to use this outlet again, especially now.
Being alone in a place where you dont have your good old friends would really let you contemplate on things, especially those things when you had the best days of your life with your friends and mentors. ive always thought that i know how to choose good friends, and looking back, i laugh and say, yeah i have the best group of friends ever, and i thank God for giving them to me. they are those who will be with you through your ups and downs and support you without a moment’s hesitation. Sila yung papatay ng tao just for the sake of a friend. And i really miss them so much.
In those long grueling years of trying to cope up with my studies, I had my closest friends, my best buds through thick and thin, through the academe and the world of fun whom i can rely on. they were the ones who are very much willing to listen to my whinings and complaints, very open to my outbursts about different things, and likewise i was one of those very much willing to bail them out from any misadventure they may be involved in. In short, those were the times when we had each other at arms reach, we have each other just one call away. In a snap we’d all be huddled together and plan our next move, may it be in mischief or in a cause for what we believe in. Those times seemed an eternity away already, and I do miss those a lot… painfully missed it.
Just as sudden as lightning, we were moving on and taking different paths in our lives. Yes we do communicate, but the change was like turning at 360 degree angle. a total shift in our lives. i am happy though that each one of us are working out our own successful career, but how i miss those times when we were laughing and strolling out in the malls together. When can we do those things again? no one knows. But i am hoping that even if the winds of change may have blown us apart and is still blowing us farther away from each other each day, may the bonds of our friendship stay strong and may it be enough to surpass the times that we will be away from each other. and instead of estrangement, may we be able to cultivate our friendship in each other’s heart for as long as eternity.
Being alone in a place where you dont have your good old friends would really let you contemplate on things, especially those things when you had the best days of your life with your friends and mentors. ive always thought that i know how to choose good friends, and looking back, i laugh and say, yeah i have the best group of friends ever, and i thank God for giving them to me. they are those who will be with you through your ups and downs and support you without a moment’s hesitation. Sila yung papatay ng tao just for the sake of a friend. And i really miss them so much.
In those long grueling years of trying to cope up with my studies, I had my closest friends, my best buds through thick and thin, through the academe and the world of fun whom i can rely on. they were the ones who are very much willing to listen to my whinings and complaints, very open to my outbursts about different things, and likewise i was one of those very much willing to bail them out from any misadventure they may be involved in. In short, those were the times when we had each other at arms reach, we have each other just one call away. In a snap we’d all be huddled together and plan our next move, may it be in mischief or in a cause for what we believe in. Those times seemed an eternity away already, and I do miss those a lot… painfully missed it.
Just as sudden as lightning, we were moving on and taking different paths in our lives. Yes we do communicate, but the change was like turning at 360 degree angle. a total shift in our lives. i am happy though that each one of us are working out our own successful career, but how i miss those times when we were laughing and strolling out in the malls together. When can we do those things again? no one knows. But i am hoping that even if the winds of change may have blown us apart and is still blowing us farther away from each other each day, may the bonds of our friendship stay strong and may it be enough to surpass the times that we will be away from each other. and instead of estrangement, may we be able to cultivate our friendship in each other’s heart for as long as eternity.
i dedicate this blog post to stella gador, rea ibanez-mopada, joyce lim, romelyn desuyo and mayumi kitakubo... thank you beautiful girls, for making my life such a wonderful experience. i miss you much!
ReplyDeletewow ga may ganito ka pla, kung di pa ko na bored at nag-search ng pangalan ko sa yahoo, di ko pa to makikita..heheh..this is nice..put more post bessie..;)
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